Monday, August 20, 2007

yo, bloggin again, well...wad i can think of todae is all balls...hahas, dun think sick

todae i play netball durin recess, wif junyin, zhenyan, eileen, kimshen, chowhan, jingxiang, sihao and kan kiat, hahas...well, tot maybe i did quite ok for my first time in years...dunno a lot of rules...

then, durin lunch pratically playin scoccer...found tt i can't preform too well when alot of ppl, maybe cause stress and not enough space here and there, hahas...then kimshen zam one ball to zhen yen 'balls'...and then he back out...alvin goalkeeper, hahas...well, some of the kicks i did quite well...well then we play one damn crowded game, so pratically, not much fun...then lesson todae quite ok...try to listen except for the maths, hahas...

me and alvin are tokin throughout...well, found another common point the both of us have...we both have tot of how the earth will com to an end...cause fossil fuels will finish and the everythin is extinct...then micro organism will create dinosaur then the cycle repeats...but tt will be like 5000++years...read before...

well, there's one news before tt a meteor as big as half the planet is headin towards earth...but it is god damn 10000000000000000000++km away from us and will take 2000++ years to reach...it was said tt it could crush the earth unless somthin iterrupt it...somthin as big as its size i guess, hahas...

then we tok about strange dreams...i got to tell u wad kind of the same dreams i have since young...

Firstly...in tis dream...its a black ball...twice as big and is right in front of u...my heart beat is veri fast at tt point...when i push it, it will move fast away and hit another black ball a distance away...i will walk towards it and push the other ball...then i will do it over n over until...my heart slows down to be normal...then, its slowly slow down even more...breathin difficulties...then i will collapse and a pain in the chest...then each time tis dream end, i will wake up sittin up right, pantin, and feelin cold and sweat at my forehead wif the aircon on...

tis dream...only occur when i was kindergarden...and pri 1 to 4...every three month one time, around there...and then it stop until pri 6 twice...then sec 2 once...its a strange dream and........distressin? i'm dyin...no idea y...

well, tts a dream...which i can rmb other than the other one...the rest no memory when i wake up...it goes like tis...

a white background...my toy bronchosarous ( dinosaur ) neck and heak appear from the side...i star at it for 10 secs or so...then, i exclaim to myself...its not possible, a dream...i woke up, rememberin everythin bout the dream...its my only dream tt i gain consicious...and realize it was a dream...the rest no memory at all...

well, tts about the dream part...then todae go tution learn maths more...so understandin as compared to old chang key...

and one thing...i believe tt, when ppl pass away...they enter the mu state...darkness where u reamain unconsicious for life...tts my belive, no ofence...

bb...everythin is goin to be just fine...

rainin...in the heart
under deep thoughts...

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