Thursday, November 22, 2007

well todae short post will be...cause nutin exciting...and i'm veri busy at tis point of time 12am!!! i need to get ready for tmr NP!!! sianz...and todae pratically, wake up late....OHOHOHOH got sth special!!!! ok here it is be4 i proceed to HEROES

todae after i wake up at 12pm, go eat lunch wif sis at east point, i went BLADING!!! and its not usual...cause i'm sick and bored of my estate......i went to TAMPINESE, every single block of houses....2hrs.....cool yea, and i did not fall down...confirm got a few close case...got one nearly fly onto the road, cause looking at a group of gals....paiseh...got car honk me, hahahas....then they see laugh...veri drama hor...then blade all over the place until see time...chiong home...

ok, then now just polish my badges of NPCC....SHINY!!!! lol...then now loading HEROES...and i tell u...WAITING!!!! the web u give me too lag liao la, hahahaas, i found faster one, hahahaas...but still thks anyway...ok, then tmr got np...got MUSTER PARADE!!!!! i wan to cry liao...have to change to full uni...n i nvr take the staff seagent test, so...sianz....cannot get much stuffs...all i noe is the atc badge...WAH!!! wan to cry...y i nvr take the staff seagent test!!!! nvm, everythin is goin to be fine...OMG!!! HEROES DAMN EXCITING NOW!!!!! okok, bb...

everythin gonna be just fine...

see see...jump jump...play play...
nvr do tt to a gal...

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11:56 PM


Wednesday, November 21, 2007

tis sucks...
hahas...wan to THKS WAI TING for giving me the website to watch HEROES...the one wif superpowers......but need to load veri long la....hahas, so blog!!!! and need to clarify one thing...ehh....bout the post, below...i dun think i type veri well....all in all...ya...i got write in the tagboard...hahas....so, put everything down, forget bout it, and BE HAPPY!!! hahas, everythin is gonna be just fine, hahahahs, YEA!!!! HEROES!!!! dun so lag lei....hahas


then todae hor....wan to wake up early to go sch.....but i tell u...my body aches so badly tt i could hardly move my ass...sigh...as i sleep until 12pm......then use com, tok wif Shi Rong...then go East Point cut my hair....okok la.....just tt the back sucks la...then bought some stuffs from there....then go home...slack.....eat...wash dishes, hang the clothes...sigh....then just now tok wif Wai Ting on HP first then MSN...hahas...thks again for the HEROES!!! I AM A HEROE!!! ahhas, lol...


ya, tts bout it...bb...everythin always turn out just fine...k?

eatin the biscuits....and drinking sweet drinks...
the ants nvr fail to be part of it...

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11:29 PM


Tuesday, November 20, 2007

FIND ME!!!
hahas...u noe wad....i wan to shout out wad the FUCK man...FUCKING HELL...its my fault la, tts y wan to shout FUCK!!!!!! cause i FUCKING can't play the piano well for teacher to see after one week of hardwork!!!!i screw uP!!! CAUSE I BLOODY SCREW UP THE PIECE and tts y teacher i telling me everything tt i usually do......moreover, i sprain my right hand...while playing i ren the pain lor....sigh........fuck......

kk, then todae campcraft again......WAH......veRi tired....sigh....ok...sigh....dunno la.....cause of many stuffs tt happen...i seldom say out....but todae is special if u visit my blog...

ok...many stuffs has happen and change in our sec 3 lifes....agree...stuffs, everything we do have to be accounted for...everything is now stressful...even is our life, is going to be so screw up...even love life is a hassle now...but though i always stick to the fact...everything is always going to be just fine...but nowadaes, tis phrase has turned into a consolling phrase...but i still believe in tt fact...tt we shld live a happy, graceful life...i always wanted a world wif no worries...but now, its not...its wad we must go through...is wad we want to survive...wad we need to grow up......everythin we are doing now, have gone through veri precise debrief between us be4 we act...sometimes we might not be professionals, tts y we are acting as it...or some are...everythin tt came out of our veri own mouths need to bear responsiblilty...sometimes a slight mistake can cause conflict...hatred, confusion, unhappiness...we are trying to advoid it...we will take note of tt...i dunno how to put it in words...cause we are not suppose to...so i shall be indirect...try to figure out....we, or i am at my wits end...i need improvemet...we need improvements....but in order of tt....understanding is veri impt....including us...i must admit to tt......in fact, wadever u all are doing now....we are observing and complimenting...always...but in your face, we are not...i agree...we'll learn...we'll take a step back...but i could not longer be tt neutral one...one of my teamate is purposely being like tis to make u all noe wad is tolerance...be the elites...be better than seniors...cause we dun wan them to pull u down...despite her reputation....her image...wad others think of her...she's willing to scarifice....spoil her image.....the other, wan to act as the bad guy......but feel veri sad within himsellf...fallin ill because of these stress.....thinkin of solution 24hrs....afraid of the nxt senior might not do a gd job thus wantin to do now...everythin.....has a reason.....be it a mistake tt we shld not had said......but has came out...be it our selfishness to hid our real identity....be it the one who looks at welfare, be it the one who wan to became friends wif u....be it any mistakes tt we make...and tolerant tt u all go through...be it clutching your fist at the point of anger...i tell u sth....tts wad we gone through....tts wad we had...tts wad we feel sad bout....tts wad is nessaccery......and tts wad...tt might need to change...actually...everythin here is crap...its not so special after all...and...i'll understand the situation when u are here in tis post...hahas, enough of the leakage...so hope there will be some forgiving from the god....amen...

sori

ok.....lets see...ya....todae campcraft do tent pitching....then the sec 1 hor, they veri happy cause first time pitch ma, did a veri gd job...but then the funny thing is they unpitch slower than they pitch...hahahahas...kkk, can see potential ppl...sec 1, dun think is not u, some of u are and are unexpected...ahhas....kk, then pratically whole dae NP, then go home, piano SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wadever...then slack, blog, ahahs...bb

everythin always turn out just so fine...

a fan swirling...twriling...spinning...
just like my mind...

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9:13 PM



found it in my com...Ray, Roy, G*y...guy la...
forgot took from where liao...hahas...

hahahahas....blog again.....




eh, see......actually todae suppose to have np at 8am in the morn....but cause HeWei msg the sec 1 IC wrong hp, tts why postpone to afternoon 12:30pm....then its because XinYi the sec 1 IC call me in the midnight askin for info....then i call HeWei i ask wad happen....then he.....notice wad's gg on...sigh...then i have to call Yunting and Yixin to tell them of the change of time...then Yixin still ok.....then Yunting's Mum pick up the phone, and obviously she is sleeping cause its like 12:30am...then she ask me all sorts of ques sia.....scary.....




then todae, afternoon, i came late cause wake up late...hhahas, then stomach kinda pain...then after tt, teach the sec 1 tent pitching....then have to teach them how to peg...tie bowline on the inner 'shit'...then it took up all the time, to scold and teach...tt we didn't finish...but it was expected...cause we are suppose to start in the morn lor.....nvm.....HeWei NCO feels so guilty tt he keep blaming himself...sigh, wad's done is done, wad's gone is gone, wad's gay is gay...(no offence) hahas....




so veri tiring...then me HeWei and Si Jie, went to Lucky Bread and stay there from 6:30pm to 8:30pm...just to watch finish the fantastic 4.....hahas...lame hor, watch be4 liao lor.....just tt jessica alba so chio.....nvm.....




then went home, bathe...watch 'HEROS' (note: its the superpower one, not law) i want to watch the first season one!!!!!!!all of it, then watch 2nd season.....who noes how to watch online, youtube dun have sia....




kk, play piano then now tis time...1:04am....tmr got sch, np at 8am...hahas...zzz




everythin is goin to be just fine...it always does...




looking at the tv...veri interesting...veri nice....


a mosquito is on it...

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12:36 AM


Sunday, November 18, 2007











hahas, tode nutin tt exciting i guess....
so todae...go tution in the morn...then afternoon...kick soccer until me and alvin sweat like shit...then i must say...both of us veri off-form...maybe hot weather...then got tunder strike veri close to us, so we go home quick...then at home, just now, alvin tell me to train maple account...in two hrs, wif the help of 2x exp...i chiong 2 lvl...yea...hahas...tmr got NP...hhahaas...i'm goin crazy man...

kk, everything always turns out fine in the end...

rain falls...snails bathe...
sun shine...u are mine...

10:18 PM


Saturday, November 17, 2007

hahas...todae,i'm gonna blog bout 3 speacial event....

1ST: HAPPY BIRTHDAE DAD

so todae's my dad's birthdae...though i noe he's not goin to read tis, but i just type...

happy birthdae dad...i noe u are goin one year nearer to death...no offence...but...wait...let's talk bout your negative side...i noe, u have a veri bad kind of temper...tts y my mum sometimes could not stand u...i noe tt your employees will not listen to u...i noe tt u are low educated...i noe tt u make ppl cannot tahan u until shout back at u...i noe tt u always wanted to cry but did not...i noe wad u did outside the family...ok, enough.....but, u will nvr throw your temper at me and sis...u will nvr cry in front of us...u will give us the best...u wun accept any compliment made by us, instead nag at us...but i noe u feel happy inside...i noe u feel stress being in the company cause the boss is my mum's bro...i noe tt he sometimes threaten u to treat my mum better...i noe tt u cry to mum...i noe tt u cry to mum when grandmum pass away...i noe u cry at the dinning table at midnight when sis shouted at you...i noe u feel veri sad and stress inside, and like to nag at us until we cannot tahan.........but u noe, i always remain silent at your naggin though my fist is ready to punch...i always make and effort to laugh wif u...i always make my sis understand u...i always tried to make time to go out wif u...i always tried to compliment u though i always got scoldin in the end...i just wan u to noe tt...no matter wad mum said to you, wad sis said to u, or wad i said to u tt are unpleasent..........we always love and care your u...cause...i'm your son? hahas

2ND: MY HESITATION FOR U

todae...i really cannot control already...i need advice...i really dunno wad to do........u see...it started wif gettin to noe u...then i became interested...then i added u one of the three gals....i always tot it is impossible for us...u are the fourth gal...rmb last time i say we are friends for the fourth gal...its impossible for us......but todae.....everythin i do....everywhere i go....even when i pray at the church todae...i even pray for us to be closer...i even tear a little when i tot of u leavin me one dae...i even think bout u when i am eating wif my family...even now...but u noe wad's stoppin me........see...

i used to love someone in pri sch....and when we graduated, she left me and i noe wad love first time means...and when i went to sec sch life...i met another gal, and not wantin to lose her, i stead wif her...but in the end, i found out tt we were not meant to be together...and broke up, thus hurtin her badly...i promise myself nvr to let another gal tear after pri sch incident...i promise not to let an opportunity pass by...not to have a second regret in life...but...i tot so when i have my first stead...but it didn't end up well, and yet let another gal tear...and so tis is the delima...shld i ask u...shld i tell u my feelin...yet i dunno wad is love or puppy love...yet i'm afraid of hurtin u...and yet i dun wan to let tis opportunity pass...yet i wan to be wif u...and yet i'm afraid i will leave u one dae...yet i'm afraid to find out u are not the one...yet i'm afraid of telin u ' i love u forever'...i'm afraid of everythin...i'm useless...i'm confuse...i'm...i'm sori...for not knowing whether to love u...guess i will nvr have the courage...guess i'll only wait until i lose u be4 i know whether u are the one...tis sucks man, ahhas...

cause todae really makes me think alot, especially durin the prayers when they say

Eccl. 11:4 (TLB) " if u wait for perfect conditions, you will never get anything done."

am i waitin for the perfect moment be4 i tell u?

3RD: TODAE CHURCH AT EXPO

I tell u...its fantastic!!!! eh, we have to go in early to get better seats...but still, we could not get the front seats though we came one hr earlier....hahas, at singapore expo there...then i saw my pri sch friend, than saw kian how there...haahas...

then todae got tanjin, cui lan, xiaohui, ruiling, and jerry go wif me, then nevin user but nvr see him...then we started by singing songs!!! pls lor, its like ROcK song and the place like concert hall sia...so damn cold...and everyone dress veri formal sia!!! veri cool...and fun.....then got videos and more song...then got veri inspirationing speeches again...then got a painter to paint the picture 'the last supper' wif acrylic paint, which means there is no detailed faces, nose, eyes...sth like abstract art...its funny at times cause he knows how to crack joke, hahas...then after tt they sing again!!! damn nice...everythin...then they also made me go in front with the newcomers to be altered...which means to be saved i think...i heard tt all but xiaohui haven't been altered...ahhas, faster la...then after tt i went meet my parents to eat...dad's birthdae

i'm cyclops....lol
my outfit todae...

kk, bb, everythin always will turn out just fine...

i have no idea...wad to do...

pls, guide me along god...amen...

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11:58 PM


Friday, November 16, 2007

to think i actually miss out one even clearer pic, hahas, cannot say anyone liao, hahas
on the bus back home from cell group...hahas

hahas, cannot see me!!!


i look...ermmm....random



ok........being tag by yixin

According to the rulez, ppl who are tag must write 7 weird things bout themselves and then choose 7 ppl to be tag. Dun forget to leave a comment tt 'u are tag' in their blog and tell them to read your blog...

1.) I will take my blades suddenly and blade at midnight
2.) Once there was a period of time in sec 1, be4 i sleep i will think myself in a pokemon world
3.) I used to throw ice down the 10th storey
4.) I sometimes sing Avril Lavigne high pitch songs...though i can't reach tt high
5.) sometimes i do insane running...last time run from simei to changi airport there
6.) i like doing pumpings to torture myself...feels damn nice la...
7.) i like to bang fist against wall for no reason...no pain no gain...lol

SABO: kristine, xiaohui, ashley, junyin, lee fang, qian ni, xinyi

TANJIN CELL GROUP!!!

Yea!!!! todae go TanJin christian cell group...its veri fun, get to noe alot of ppl, and inspirationing...really make me wan to be part of it...then get to noe a lot of ppl who laugh, crack jokes, sings, and friendly...then todae

we started off wif gettin to noe each other by talking and hearing joke...then we did ice breaking, me and gerald are trying our best to rmb their name...we found out tt, alot of cchms...Cui lan, the 'owner'( hahas) of the house...Ai jia, Ruiling, Tanjin, Gerald, Zi Hao, Kristine( not sec 3, just graduated), XueJun n maybe a few more, sori if i miss out any...

then we sing some song which i'm tryin my best to sing, cause first time wad...:D.....kk, then after tt, got....thks of god, prayers, and offering to god...then they watch 'Secret', not bad, can refresh memories...then eat and watch...and really...thks for everythin todae..everyone, nxt time i will list out all the names...now veri late lor, sori...hahas

NPCC

So, for todae...i confess tt PT is really much better...better than usual, so for the nxt few must continue to IMPROVE!!!Jia yo!!!!...ok, then campcraft...took up alot of time, ya...

then kick soccer, and alvin kick ball onto my leg and i fell and sprain right hand and injured both leg.....ALVIN!!! cause alot of casulties....sigh...then...after tt go tanjin cell group...hahas, wah, got tution tmr at 10!!!!, sianz......bb, everythin is gonna turn out just so fine...

lookin at you...and u gaze back...
it felt warm...and hard to breathe...

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11:23 PM



I always hated tis pic.....y so young married!!!! Avril!!!...wadever someone say Avril doesn't look gd in the pervious post.....hump

hahas



at her concert...


dun get horny..




sia la....relax la





an apple a dae, keeps the doctor away...hahas







hahas...todae blog again...so think it will be short...cause now is 1am...and tmr got NP in the morn...sianz....
ok, todae...even worse than be4.....NO!!!!! 1:30pm wake up!!!!!!.......siao......then slack around until sis say wan to go out eat...then i anythin....we go eat jap at East Point......then i saw my AIR GEAR comic latest bk...well, though i read online liao, but i got the comic bk collection...hahas, so i buy...then KimShen called me and say he wan com my house......
then we meet at Popular than go back home...then Zhen Yen came along to my house to play Halo 3.......they played easy mode.......i tell u...its damn easy la......anyhow chiong also can chiong 4 stages....not bad......
then they play from 4pm to 7pm then go home...then i eat dinner...then mum and dad need to go meetin...until 11pm then they come back.......then during tt time, i use com, see blogs, found out XiaoHui came back......then got play Halo3 again until the last stage...ahahas...sigh...then now pack my room...gg to sleep...zzz...

bb, everythin always turn out just fine...

lookin at the clouds...looking at the bowl of soup...looking at the mirror...
all i see is u, u, and more u...can't take u off my mind...

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12:41 AM


Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Tis are some of my FAVOURITES...firstly, D Gray Man
Emma Watson...

Naruto!!!!!!!!!!!


AIR GEAR!!!!!!!!! One of the TOP Manga in the WORLD



Bleach........NICE NICE NICE




GANTZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY NO.1 FAVOURITE...but note the words...not suitable for children





Avril Lavigne!!!! YEA!!!




Nxt time must put 'Heroes' i wan to watch!!!! i miss the first few episodes...sigh


See...i still blog at such a time...hahas, and i'm eatin Ben & Jerry's...hahas, and watchin Kelly and Gou Mei Mei on the channel u, yu lei bai fen bai...hahas

Kelly rabbit tooth is comin out...but she wear still veri attractive hor?...sigh...gou mei mei,......no comments...hahas

wah...Kelly wear until like nvr.....nvr wear pants like tt one...wah...they sit the cowboy bull thing...ehh...veri obseen...okok, change topic...later say until u all horny...ok, eh...wait, i watch again...

(5minutes later) *lol*

ok, Kelly won tis round, hahas...ehh, todae i tell u sth.....i wake up at..................12:30pm!!!! Not bad hor, cause last night i sleep at 4am lei...

then todae, after wake up, settle computer stuffs, 'a sense of belonging' summary, then watch a movie called 'Kingdom' (only out on 22 NOV), then after tt go tution...saw desiree outside (note: its not cchms desiree) then she say my hair so long sia...ya la...quite long, dun intend to cut sia...then maths, is so damn FUN sia...the ques veri fun to do...ok, after tt more fun......

me, Alvin go play soccer...then the army ppl com wif their army shirt...play wif them, OWN them again...then Andy came wif his friend to play soccer and pass HP to me...then after our own goal keeper let in a ball...i decided to rest a while and be the goalkeeper...sia la...i damn pro...i actually DIVE for a ball and SAVE IT!!! I DIVE.....lol.....not my first time though but veri nice la, the way i dive...from here to here....lol....ok, then went home, eat dinner, watch another movie, and then blog now...hahas

kk, gtg...everythin will turn out just so veri fine...

i can't stop thinkin bout u man...wad am i thinkin...
i'm missin u...wait...its just...dumb...

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10:39 PM


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

hahas...for the sec 1...see your xiaohui nco...ahhas...random
hahas, se me...tts quite some time ago...ALPHOSO!!!hahas see tis beautiful teacher...Miss Lim...wait...Mrs Gan....see tt little malay gal beside her? she's my pri 1 to pri 6 same class all the way friend...hahas




yoyo...i promise everydae blog liao...hahas...so i just came back from soccer at bedok...its totally own cause got tt guy at our team...hahas, then alvin goalkeeper so noob...

then let me see......LOOK!!! MY TAGBOARD IS DEAD!!!!...so lets see.....i will upload few pictures tt com alcross everydae also i guess...hahas.....but my hp camera cannot take any PICS!!!!!dunno wad happen sia...SHIT WAD THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MY HANDPHONE IS AT THE STREET SOCCER COURT!!!!!!!!!!!!! AT THE GOAL POST AND I JUST CALLED MY FRIEND ANDY TO GO HELP ME FIND..............fuck...............wadever........hope its still there.....just now play wif them they veri friendly...........one of them still ask for me and alvin name and used my hp before...wtf la.......

sianz sianz.......faster call me lei........nvm....let's tok bout wad happpen todae....WAIT!!!! ANDY found my hp...YEA!!!!! okok...back to topic....todae i go back to sch in the after noon at 12:30pm to send the sec 1 squad off to air rifle course....but in the end think still went to kick soccer.......

then me, tanjin, gerald, si jia, chee peng, yixin and si jie went to parkway to eat and duplicate the keys...and i bought a new ball.....YEA....then we at KFC keep shootin ice!!!!hahas....then i took gerald hp and see messages...there are lots of ASHLEY messages...hahas

then i took the phone and READ to GERALD wad i type...

it goes sth like tis...

I type to sabo gerald.) Eh, u noe, i always wanted to call u dear gal...and i love u so much tt i wan to fu...

then ashley reply.) Eh, so obvious u are not gerald lar...

then gerald call me noob and WE read to him and he type.) Lets do it now...the doggy style

then ashley reply.) no time lar -,-''

tis is when all of us laugh like siao and Gerald continue to msg...hahahahahs, sori ash...

ok, then after tt, i sit bus 966 or 996 or 999( jkjk) to Eunos MRT wif Chee Peng......hahas, then go home and saw someppl ROLLERBLADIN.....so i cannot TAHAN la.....go home, change clothes, wear blades and chiong down to blade for 1hr...damn nice sia......then bath and go tution which i am the first...we continue wif maths topic 'DIFFERIENTIATION' ( dunno spell correct ornot)...then after tt go street soccer court to play and met a few adult where they are veri friendly...then tts is where i team up wif alvin and another guy.....we totally own the game wif Alvin as goalkeeper, the adult as striker, wif me passin the ball and defending, and lastly, a LOUSY OPPONENT GOALKEEPER.....jkjk, no offence...but seriously la, the opponent can't even save a single goal la.....

then i left my HP there...then my friend found it...

then i finish PT workplan wif HeWei...then now blog...sigh...tmr they wan go back sch to kick soccer...i dun think i will go early la, slight late lor...

kk, bb......glad i found my hp...everythin always turn out fine, didn't it?

shit...shit...shit...i'm sori
i fell 4 you already...i noe i shld not have...

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8:55 PM


Monday, November 12, 2007

testin picture...



















Found tis picture.........in my destop......find me...pri sch la.....


























hahahas....someppl claim to wan me to BLOG!!!!! so i will BLOG!!!!......hahas

ok, for the past yew daes though its holidaes, but still kinda busy...think only until dec holidaes than will i be free of such busy life....

ok, so last fri

durin NP, i was the medic for the dae and it was fun as can talk to the cadets who are injured or unwell...there is a total of 5 ppl i think in the end...first one is cause he broke his toe...than Zhen Kai who looks pale but he got eat breakfast...than Ashley who looks pale too....than othersss....( can't rmb)

hahas, than the P.T was tough but little slack than the MDM not happy....than after the whole act, she give us a fun PT...learn from it though but hard to use it...u noe teachin isn't easy...

then sat, sun, borin daes...except Alvin injured his bottom leg...than i have to be PTI...

then todae, yea...Zhen Yen com my house in the morn to borrow my ankle weights...its heavy u noe...then he use my com for SOME purposes...then i went to watch C+detective...a chinese detective show...quite famous...on the TV....then KimShen and ChowHan came by...and intended to play the x box...but my sis say NO...N...O....NONONONONONONONONO....wait, i not callin NONO....but NO.....ok, lame...lol...than receive virus from Kendall...than shirong tell me to help him make a blog.......WL.....the blog skin he found so nice lor!!!!!! i wan....wadever....need to change mine liao...hahas.....

then now veri sianz...cause need to do NP PTI workplan, and 'a sense of belonging' reflection and summary by tmr.......SIANZ!!!!!!!.....now need to do ppiano....and XiaoHui blog is dead for the time bein so nutin to read......though others have la.....than ....ya.....hahas

ok, bb, gtg, hahas....Everythin will still work out fine no matter wad u noe...

lookin at the dates...12th...
do i have 12 'dates'....

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5:59 PM


Thursday, November 8, 2007

yoyo....so todae...reach sch early in the morn for flag raisin but it is RAININ!!! YEAH!!!

ok, so todae pratically veri tired cause morn have to listen to stupid principal gibblish nonese, then mr soon slight funny jokes, hahas.......then took report bk...i am the 30/41 in class...sigh, nxt yesr chiong liao, hahas....................then got alot of lesson...kinda slack....only one maths test which was pretty easy......

then after sch around 3:15, took taxi wif tingwei, his friend and alvin...hahas......then go tution with alvin....to kick a little soccer.....the neighbourhoods all so pro la, fuck sia......then go tution...learn new maths........then after tt go play soccer again until 9pm......i tell u.....the later the time is, the more pro the ppl there were......their passes, their trick, their goalkeeper gay save....their ziam!!! their professionals, but ppl who smoke......pro pro....

then go home play piano, x box...lor, hahas...bb

everythin will be just fine k?

seein u everydae makes me think of u...
dae and night...

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1:58 AM


Wednesday, November 7, 2007

WAH!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! FUCK YOU MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIS IS FUCKIN IMBA...

wadever...ok, i now a little siao........u wan to noe y? cause...i just play GEARS OF WAR on x box 360...and guess wad...I COMPLETED IT FINALLY...think i use a total of around 5 daes of playin...and u noe y i siao!!!!!!because the veri last part of the whole story mode.............i actually died more than 30+ times.........it was IMBA.....INSANE..........then i found out, it has HARDCORE LVL....then INSANE LVL...siao.......

so, i actually sweatin now cause of the GEARS OF WAR...ok, enough of tt bloody game.......todae...got bio test and it suck.......though not veri hard, but i nvr study alot...so, in the end confirm fail........than after tt went to kick soccer durin recess.....then play wif JUNYIN, KIMSHEN, FREDA, ALVIN, ZHEN YEN,.....then freda first to fell cause of the rainin ground......then i nxt....mine is damn bad....i landed on my back but didn't touch the ground....then i flip over but fell in front instead...fuck... then i think JUNYIN got potential to join girls soccer team sia, hahas....then i went to buy uni and pants to change....then go chem, MR CHIA saw us but just ask y we late...hahas...and xiaohui is 'not feeling well' tts y nvr go sch...still can com back sia (read her blog)...

then after sch, i went to play badminton wif KEVIN, KIMSHEN, BENEDICT, KANG KIAT, ALFONSO, and supposingly JUNYIN, but she nvr play.......dunno y lei, y JUNYIN book the court but nvr play lei.....feel guilty sia, but thks JUNYIN anyway....KEVIN is still as godly as he always is...hahas...KIMSHEN off-form......then me and KIMSHEN tag vs BENEDICT and KEVIN....we play until 21-21...then deuce......but KIMSHEN noob...we lost...actually cannot blame him la...both la both la...hahas...

then go KALLANG KFC wif them to eat...then chiong home......then got piano lesson....then play x box and completed GEARS OF WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gg SIAO if tis continues.....kkk, bb

everythin will work out kine kk?

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12:12 AM


Monday, November 5, 2007

yoyo, after tt long long post the previous time, i tired until, think 4 daes nvr post...hahas, but after some request than i started postin again...EVERYDAE!!!, ahahs

hahas, so i promise to post bout JIAYING, and NPCC, and OPEN HOUSE, and STUFF?

hahas, so let's begin, lolz...

NPCC, JIAYING

sia la...i dunno y...but JIAYING!!! everyone dun wan u 2 leave lei...heard your parents' idea, but cannot la!!! Even TANJIN need you la, u veri helpful and impt to NP lor...at least maybe can com NP for a while than go away lor...at least wun lose your CCA points lor...veri impt one lei...then then u like tt go how can, haven't even see your nxt year SEC 1 lei!!! Wah, i feel like tokin to your parents bout tis lor...

u make it tis far, we endure tis far, we same group in NP June camp for 3 years, u broke the egg first one, u put in so much effort into NP, then u say u need to leave NP, then u dun even care bout the CCA points, then u even leave your sec 1 behind...i noe its not u can control, i noe u wan to stay in NP...but i can't find words to discribe it...we are teamates for three years...we wan to pass out as a whole!!!, as one heart, not 21 soul, but one heart wif 22 souls...tell u sth...even if you really leave...we will still be 22 souls...and one heart......we really hope you can remain in NP, even ALVIN feel sad...

so NPCC...well, things are not goin as smoothly as we wanted...now tt JIAYING is leavin, then we will feel incomplete...the girls and guys arn't co-operatin well nowadaes...gals cry, except xiaohui and yixin...blames are pushed to one another...ppl feel stress over their post...ppl regret havin their post...ppl cry over their post...

but, rmb...july 2007...when we finish our NCOs COURSE!!!...our process of goin through it...we endure...we learn new stuffs tt we nvr knew...Accomodation cause RUILING is short!!! Teamates, TANJIN forgot to drink the water!!! PUMPINGS PATH, SHIRONG could have pump faster!!!...enough of it...rmb how hard did we try to reach for our dream post...even if we did not get wad we wanted...we swear at least once to ourselves tt we will do well in it riz!!! after goin through the varies NCOs...and SIRs, and MA'AMs...rmb DONGLING SIR anology!!! Rmb JUNYI SIR welfares!!! Rmb LAM YAM MA'AM rollin her eyes upwards!!! Everythin we have gone through since sec 1...have we forgotten!!! BUCK UP man NP, we are strong as one...and to all...EVERYTHINWILL TURN OUT JUST FINE, IT WILL WORK OUT KKK? tok to us if you have troubles...


well, think go to other stuffs...hahas

eh, think will have np act tis thurs, if the sec 1 are readin now...hahas

so, todae go back sch...veri rush la!!! tot late, but in the end, it drizzle so confirm no flag raisin...tmr i also dunno whether have flagraisin...hahas, then todae MR GARY CHUA is teachin us physic!!! and then straight away give us test...wad the fuck...quite difficult lor...hahas...

then bio we use the data logger...PDA...kinda fun but mainly i did nutin, let the enthu students do the jobs...then then eng lecture i totally fell asleep...hahas, ZHEN YAN tok a little also kana scolded like veri sad...the whole LT is lookin at him lor...hahas...then tmr 8:45am got bio test...NO!!! i need go study...hahas, then tmr also kevin they all wan to play badminton at 1pm i think...hope they can play...i also gogo...hahas...

all in one...EVERYTHIN will turn out just fine, it always does, seriously, since when it didn't???

as the clock tick by...the minute passes...
we are one step closer to our death...

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11:41 PM


Thursday, November 1, 2007

time now...9:54pm

cause after readin xh blog, i tot of many stuffs...hahas

then well, tis is my life story...i'm afraid its too long, so i split it up, hahas...

---> from baby to K2, MY COMPLICATED LIFE

I rmb the first time, when i started writing my name, 'DELIVS'
I rmb the first time when i threw my baby bottle into the dustbin
I rmb the first time i nearly drowned in the pool, but teacher saved me
I rmb the first time when my mum cried in front of me
I rmb the first time when my dad flip the dinnin table
I rmb the first time when i got dengue and nearly died
I rmb the first time when my sis sabotage me and mum caned me
I rmb the first time when my friend in K1 shited on his pants
I rmb the first time when i hid my gameboy from my mother

---> from pri 1 to pri 3, MY HAPPIEST LIFE

I rmb the first time when i met my favourite teacher at pri 1
I rmb the first time when i recieved 100 marks for maths
I rmb the first time when i joined the violin class
I rmb the first time when i rush to violin class out of excitment
I rmb the first time when i join violin has only 4 ppl
I rmb the first time when i bought a hamster secretly
I rmb the first time when i hated gals, cause they are evil
I rmb the first time when i hit a gal
I rmb the first time when i regretted it
I rmb the first time when i tried on rollerblades and ppl say i have talent
I rmb the first time when i talk sense into a gangster friend and became my best friend
I rmb the first time when teacher gave me 'best behaviour badge'
I rmb the first time when i became a prefect

---> from pri 4 to pri 6, MY LOVE LIFE

I rmb the first time i am a nerd
I rmb when i graduate, violin has 42 ppl already
I rmb the first time when i did my prefect duty
I rmb the first time when i saw Hilda doin duty with me
I rmb the first time when i had a crush on her
I rmb the first time when i place a flower on her desk
I rmb the first time when i threw a 10 cent coin from the 6th storey
I rmb the first time when i saw Ms Lim the most beautiful form teacher
I rmb the first time when i broke my friends arm
I rmb the first time when i meet the principal wif my parents worried
I rmb the first time when i finally won my sis in a fight
I rmb the first time when i meet my first GAL 'ENEMY' at pri 5
I rmb the first time when i sat beside 'ENEMY'
I rmb the first time when 'ENEMY' gave me 12 blue-blacks by pinchin
I rmb the first time when 'ENEMY' help me woo Hilda
I rmb the first time when i called 'ENEMY' barbarian cause it rhyms wif her name
I rmb the first time when my mother wrote a letter of complain to teacher bout 'ENEMY'
I rmb the fisrt time when 'ENEMY' beg me not to give to teacher
I rmb the first time when i made 'ENEMY' cry
I rmb the first time when i decided to call 'ENEMY' by her name
I rmb the first time when i tore the complain letter up
I rmb the first time when i found out someone had a crush on me
I rmb the first time when i had my first conversation wif Hilda
I rmb the first time when i had my best friend
I rmb the first time when 'ENEMY' poke a pencil lead into the back of my hand
I rmb the first time when i cheated durin the exam
I rmb the first time when i had my PSLE
I rmb the first time when i nearly comitted suicide over PSLE result
I rmb the first time when 'ENEMY' consoled me
I rmb the first time when 'ENEMY' did worse than me in PSLE
I rmb the first time when i no longer wanted to be her friend
I rmb the first time when my heart beat fasten at the sight of 'ENEMY'
I rmb the first time when i felt lost as 'graduation' means, 'no more 'ENEMY'
I rmb the first time when i wanted to change ' ENEMY' to 'GIRLFRIEND'
I rmb the first time when i really wanted her to be by my side
I rmb the first time when i found out how stupid i've been not cherishin her
I rmb the first time when i can finally diff 'LOVE' from 'CRUSH'
I rmb the first time when i followed secretly behind u
I rmb the first time when i cried for you in sch toliet
I rmb the first time when i cried for you while walkin home
I rmb the first time when i cried for you at the busstop and everyone is lookin
I rmb the first time when i cried for you in my mother's lap thinkin of you
I rmb the first time when my mother said tt i will forget you
I rmb the first time when my mother's advise is actually wrong
I rmb the first time when i stuff food into my mouth because of you
I rmb the first time when i cried my whole december holidae for you
I rmb the first time when i am so afraid of losin u forever
Irmb the first time when i am afraid tt i will forget you
I rmb the first time when i gain 6 kg because of you
I rmb the first time when we had our last outin of pri 6
I rmb the first time when i dressed up all nicely
I rmb the first time when u didn't attend tt bloody outin
I rmb the first time when i felt so uneasy without u around me
I rmb the first time when i last watch u walk home from sch
I rmb the first time when i FINALLY fell in love wif you, vivian goh si qi

--> sec 1 and 2, DARKEST YEAR OF LIFE (xclude gf no offence)

I rmb the first time when i enter cchms wif crows cryin eeriely
I rmb the first time when i joined NPCC and hated it to the core
I rmb the first time when i found my first BAD and GOOD friend
I rmb the first time when i noe wad sex education is all bout
I rmb the first time when i started to curse FUCK everywhere i go
I rmb the first time when i tucked my shirt out
I rmb the first time when oscar intro me to zhifeng and boyen
I rmb the first time when we became kinda wad u called 'bad boys'

I rmb the first time i scolded my dad JI BAI, SORI DAD

I rmb the first time my mum slapped me...and i even slap back, SORI MUM

I rmb the first time when i pushed my sis to the ground due to anger, SORI SIS

I rmb the first time when i found myself half bad half nerd due to pri sch
I rmb the first time when i foun out tt i am easily bullied
I rmb the first time when my friend mistreat me
I rmb the first time when i am called a 'DOG'
I rmb the first time when i am hitted by them for doin the wrong stuffs
I rmb the first time i flared up on oscar, but i am weak thus got double the damage
I rmb the first time i decided to leave them and beat anyone who called me a dog
I rmb the first time when i met Alvin and gang
I rmb the first time when i found out tt life is happier there
I rmb the first time when i miss my 'bad' life
I rmb the first time when Shi Rong became my close friend
I rmb the first time when Nicolas became close friend wif me too
I rmb the first time when Shi Rong touched my face and hated tt cause oscar use to do tt
I rmb the first time when i hitted hard on his face
I rmb the first time when i angry wif myself being so weak so i train myself
I rmb the first time i did an incredeble amount of push up
I rmb the first time when i get gold for NAFA the first time in secondary life
I rmb the first time when i watch SHAMAN KING and learnt the phrase 'EVERYTHIN IS GONNA BE JUST FINE'
I rmb the first time when i had my position changed from 400+ in level to 80+
I rmb the first time when i joke wif Miss Teo
I rmb the first time when i went to triple science
I rmb the first time when i tell myself tt, SEC 3 IS A SLACK YEAR

--->sec 3, THE DOWNFALL OF MY LIFE

I rmb the first time when i step into tis class...
I rmb the first time when i wear contact lens
I rmb the first time when i style my hair nicer
I rmb the first time seein so many nerds in tis class...
I rmb the first time i sleep in physic class
I rmb the first time i sleep in BIO CLASS MS LAM!!!
I rmb the first time when we have Ms Ong teachin maths
I rmb the first time when i noticed alot of perverts are in 3JT
I rmb the first time when i found out tt there are alot of smarties
I rmb the first time when i went for the pri 6 gatherin 2007
I rmb the first time when alot of my pri friends said tt i am good lookin
I rmb the first time tt Vivian was not there at gatherin 2007
I rmb the first time when i met alot of friends in 3JT
I rmb the first time when i cried for Vivian at home on her birthdae
I rmb the first time when i found out tt gals are not as hard to communicate wif
I rmb the first time when i broke my arm
I rmb i felt depress over it and cried out loud in the bathroom 'EVERYTHININ IS GONNA WORK OUT JUST FINE'

for 3JT more info, GALS

I rmb the first time when i sat nxt to XIAOHUI and scared to my death
I always tot tt xiaohui is a scary person, but actually, she is warm hearted, and i nvr imagine her to laugh sia last time...dun les too much wif girlfriends, ahash

I rmb the first time when i blade wif KRIS and talk alot sia...
I always tot she was cool and emo, but actually, she is a veri veri gd friend, consuller...the emo part is riz anyway...no offence

I rmb the first time when i had a convo wif JUNYIN on msn
I always tot she has alot of suitors like...kim, jin, dong, hewei...but she is veri friendly and attractive

I rmb the first time when me and Alvin make fun of SWANSER
I always tot she was quiet...but actually, a veri dramatic person, n attractive to hl

I rmb the first time when i borrowed manga from VALERIE
Sia la...i tot she total silent person one lei, but actually, can talk alot and kind of drama

I rmb the first time when i ask WENHUI to pick my pen up please
Hmm, she wasn't as quiet as i tot...and a veri helpful person

I rmb the first time when i heard from Li Yuan the JOCELYN is fat..
well, not veri close wif her, but still found out tt she is veri outgoin and hyper active gal i guess

I rmb the first time when Kris made RUMOURS of me and QIANNI
kinda feel tt she is a veri decent gal and generous and helpful and hard workin and attractive to many...

I rmb the first time when i found out KAREN is a joker
sia la, nvr knew gals can be so crazy and funny...hahahahas

I rmb the first time when i first saw GENEVIENE long name shocked sia
hhahas, no offence on the name, but hope u really speak up more, hahas

I rmb the first time when Hong Liang talk bout JINGQI and Meixi fringe
well, i always see either xh copy your work or both of u all copy others one, hahas, and dun les too much wif xh, hahas

I rmb the first time when we went to MEIXI hse to celebrate her birth
hahas, saw u last year already i guess, eh...smart and i really think got alot of leadership

I rmb the first time when i blade wif CHERIE to 7-11
hahas, didn't noe u can blade pretty well too, hahas

I rmb the first time when i am in the same group wif JASMIE in drama
hahas, u really noe how to laugh also, bu kui shi sia fou, hahas

I rmb the first time when i found out Eileen noe how to blade
hahas, to say the truth, my sis once look at my class 3JT pic and say u quite chio...hahas

I rmb the first time when i hear tt Benedict like HAZEL
sia la, prorporporproproporporporpoporPRO ENGLISH LA...i wan tt acent lei...

I rmb the first time when i met FREDA at Jiang tution center, hahas
hmm, went your hse for gatherin tt time, thks alot gal, and sia la, didn't noe u and Alvin are childhood friend

Sori is i miss anyone out except for 2RP ppl, hahas
GUYS nxt time la...

sia la...dunno wad i doin...but i wan to say out to u...gal, u noe i still care for u...i still think of you...but u nvr even try to reply my msg...u didn't even attend a single gatherin...u noe...i'm veri afraid...veri...wad if i forgot bout u...wad if i forgot bout how u look...i still love u u noe...but i'm afraid it will be gone by tis year...i'm startin to give up gal...for the last time...i will nvr be sad over u...VIVIAN GOH SI QI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAKE ME SUFFER!!!!!!!!!! THE PENCIL LEAD SCAR IS STILL THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!...sigh...i just hope...to see u once more...be4 i give up...just once more...

---> the 4 GALS, A SIGN?

I rmb the first time when i block your pathway at your classroom door
I rmb the first time u enter the NPCC office
I rmb the first time i walk pass u numerous time and nvr fail to make me look back
I rmb the first time when i went to ask ppl for your name
I rmb the first time when our eyes meet at assembly

I rmd the first time when i saw your name at the namelist
I rmb the first time when i look into your eyes
I rmb the first time you tried to act cute
I rmb the first time when u wanted to sleep
I rmb the first time when my heart stopped and listen to wad u said

I feel like cancelling the 3rd one la...

I rmb the first time u talk to me so diao
I rmd the first time i see u laugh
I rmb the first time i felt happy when u smile
I rmb the first time when i wanted you beside me
I rmb the first time when i felt u are suitable...to be my friend...

phew, its, now
1:35am!!!!!!!!!

everythin will be just fine, it will work out

i waited...and waited...and waited...
i wan to continue to wait...but i guess i will no longer do tt...cause u will be a big stone blockin my life pathway

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9:58 PM