Tuesday, November 20, 2007
FIND ME!!!
hahas...u noe wad....i wan to shout out wad the FUCK man...FUCKING HELL...its my fault la, tts y wan to shout FUCK!!!!!! cause i FUCKING can't play the piano well for teacher to see after one week of hardwork!!!!i screw uP!!! CAUSE I BLOODY SCREW UP THE PIECE and tts y teacher i telling me everything tt i usually do......moreover, i sprain my right hand...while playing i ren the pain lor....sigh........fuck......
kk, then todae campcraft again......WAH......veRi tired....sigh....ok...sigh....dunno la.....cause of many stuffs tt happen...i seldom say out....but todae is special if u visit my blog...
ok...many stuffs has happen and change in our sec 3 lifes....agree...stuffs, everything we do have to be accounted for...everything is now stressful...even is our life, is going to be so screw up...even love life is a hassle now...but though i always stick to the fact...everything is always going to be just fine...but nowadaes, tis phrase has turned into a consolling phrase...but i still believe in tt fact...tt we shld live a happy, graceful life...i always wanted a world wif no worries...but now, its not...its wad we must go through...is wad we want to survive...wad we need to grow up......everythin we are doing now, have gone through veri precise debrief between us be4 we act...sometimes we might not be professionals, tts y we are acting as it...or some are...everythin tt came out of our veri own mouths need to bear responsiblilty...sometimes a slight mistake can cause conflict...hatred, confusion, unhappiness...we are trying to advoid it...we will take note of tt...i dunno how to put it in words...cause we are not suppose to...so i shall be indirect...try to figure out....we, or i am at my wits end...i need improvemet...we need improvements....but in order of tt....understanding is veri impt....including us...i must admit to tt......in fact, wadever u all are doing now....we are observing and complimenting...always...but in your face, we are not...i agree...we'll learn...we'll take a step back...but i could not longer be tt neutral one...one of my teamate is purposely being like tis to make u all noe wad is tolerance...be the elites...be better than seniors...cause we dun wan them to pull u down...despite her reputation....her image...wad others think of her...she's willing to scarifice....spoil her image.....the other, wan to act as the bad guy......but feel veri sad within himsellf...fallin ill because of these stress.....thinkin of solution 24hrs....afraid of the nxt senior might not do a gd job thus wantin to do now...everythin.....has a reason.....be it a mistake tt we shld not had said......but has came out...be it our selfishness to hid our real identity....be it the one who looks at welfare, be it the one who wan to became friends wif u....be it any mistakes tt we make...and tolerant tt u all go through...be it clutching your fist at the point of anger...i tell u sth....tts wad we gone through....tts wad we had...tts wad we feel sad bout....tts wad is nessaccery......and tts wad...tt might need to change...actually...everythin here is crap...its not so special after all...and...i'll understand the situation when u are here in tis post...hahas, enough of the leakage...so hope there will be some forgiving from the god....amen...
sori
ok.....lets see...ya....todae campcraft do tent pitching....then the sec 1 hor, they veri happy cause first time pitch ma, did a veri gd job...but then the funny thing is they unpitch slower than they pitch...hahahahas...kkk, can see potential ppl...sec 1, dun think is not u, some of u are and are unexpected...ahhas....kk, then pratically whole dae NP, then go home, piano SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wadever...then slack, blog, ahahs...bb
everythin always turn out just so fine...
a fan swirling...twriling...spinning...
just like my mind...
kk, then todae campcraft again......WAH......veRi tired....sigh....ok...sigh....dunno la.....cause of many stuffs tt happen...i seldom say out....but todae is special if u visit my blog...
ok...many stuffs has happen and change in our sec 3 lifes....agree...stuffs, everything we do have to be accounted for...everything is now stressful...even is our life, is going to be so screw up...even love life is a hassle now...but though i always stick to the fact...everything is always going to be just fine...but nowadaes, tis phrase has turned into a consolling phrase...but i still believe in tt fact...tt we shld live a happy, graceful life...i always wanted a world wif no worries...but now, its not...its wad we must go through...is wad we want to survive...wad we need to grow up......everythin we are doing now, have gone through veri precise debrief between us be4 we act...sometimes we might not be professionals, tts y we are acting as it...or some are...everythin tt came out of our veri own mouths need to bear responsiblilty...sometimes a slight mistake can cause conflict...hatred, confusion, unhappiness...we are trying to advoid it...we will take note of tt...i dunno how to put it in words...cause we are not suppose to...so i shall be indirect...try to figure out....we, or i am at my wits end...i need improvemet...we need improvements....but in order of tt....understanding is veri impt....including us...i must admit to tt......in fact, wadever u all are doing now....we are observing and complimenting...always...but in your face, we are not...i agree...we'll learn...we'll take a step back...but i could not longer be tt neutral one...one of my teamate is purposely being like tis to make u all noe wad is tolerance...be the elites...be better than seniors...cause we dun wan them to pull u down...despite her reputation....her image...wad others think of her...she's willing to scarifice....spoil her image.....the other, wan to act as the bad guy......but feel veri sad within himsellf...fallin ill because of these stress.....thinkin of solution 24hrs....afraid of the nxt senior might not do a gd job thus wantin to do now...everythin.....has a reason.....be it a mistake tt we shld not had said......but has came out...be it our selfishness to hid our real identity....be it the one who looks at welfare, be it the one who wan to became friends wif u....be it any mistakes tt we make...and tolerant tt u all go through...be it clutching your fist at the point of anger...i tell u sth....tts wad we gone through....tts wad we had...tts wad we feel sad bout....tts wad is nessaccery......and tts wad...tt might need to change...actually...everythin here is crap...its not so special after all...and...i'll understand the situation when u are here in tis post...hahas, enough of the leakage...so hope there will be some forgiving from the god....amen...
sori
ok.....lets see...ya....todae campcraft do tent pitching....then the sec 1 hor, they veri happy cause first time pitch ma, did a veri gd job...but then the funny thing is they unpitch slower than they pitch...hahahahas...kkk, can see potential ppl...sec 1, dun think is not u, some of u are and are unexpected...ahhas....kk, then pratically whole dae NP, then go home, piano SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wadever...then slack, blog, ahahs...bb
everythin always turn out just so fine...
a fan swirling...twriling...spinning...
just like my mind...
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