Thursday, November 1, 2007
time now...9:54pm
cause after readin xh blog, i tot of many stuffs...hahas
then well, tis is my life story...i'm afraid its too long, so i split it up, hahas...
---> from baby to K2, MY COMPLICATED LIFE
I rmb the first time, when i started writing my name, 'DELIVS'
I rmb the first time when i threw my baby bottle into the dustbin
I rmb the first time i nearly drowned in the pool, but teacher saved me
I rmb the first time when my mum cried in front of me
I rmb the first time when my dad flip the dinnin table
I rmb the first time when i got dengue and nearly died
I rmb the first time when my sis sabotage me and mum caned me
I rmb the first time when my friend in K1 shited on his pants
I rmb the first time when i hid my gameboy from my mother
---> from pri 1 to pri 3, MY HAPPIEST LIFE
I rmb the first time when i met my favourite teacher at pri 1
I rmb the first time when i recieved 100 marks for maths
I rmb the first time when i joined the violin class
I rmb the first time when i rush to violin class out of excitment
I rmb the first time when i join violin has only 4 ppl
I rmb the first time when i bought a hamster secretly
I rmb the first time when i hated gals, cause they are evil
I rmb the first time when i hit a gal
I rmb the first time when i regretted it
I rmb the first time when i tried on rollerblades and ppl say i have talent
I rmb the first time when i talk sense into a gangster friend and became my best friend
I rmb the first time when teacher gave me 'best behaviour badge'
I rmb the first time when i became a prefect
---> from pri 4 to pri 6, MY LOVE LIFE
I rmb the first time i am a nerd
I rmb when i graduate, violin has 42 ppl already
I rmb the first time when i did my prefect duty
I rmb the first time when i saw Hilda doin duty with me
I rmb the first time when i had a crush on her
I rmb the first time when i place a flower on her desk
I rmb the first time when i threw a 10 cent coin from the 6th storey
I rmb the first time when i saw Ms Lim the most beautiful form teacher
I rmb the first time when i broke my friends arm
I rmb the first time when i meet the principal wif my parents worried
I rmb the first time when i finally won my sis in a fight
I rmb the first time when i meet my first GAL 'ENEMY' at pri 5
I rmb the first time when i sat beside 'ENEMY'
I rmb the first time when 'ENEMY' gave me 12 blue-blacks by pinchin
I rmb the first time when 'ENEMY' help me woo Hilda
I rmb the first time when i called 'ENEMY' barbarian cause it rhyms wif her name
I rmb the first time when my mother wrote a letter of complain to teacher bout 'ENEMY'
I rmb the fisrt time when 'ENEMY' beg me not to give to teacher
I rmb the first time when i made 'ENEMY' cry
I rmb the first time when i decided to call 'ENEMY' by her name
I rmb the first time when i tore the complain letter up
I rmb the first time when i found out someone had a crush on me
I rmb the first time when i had my first conversation wif Hilda
I rmb the first time when i had my best friend
I rmb the first time when 'ENEMY' poke a pencil lead into the back of my hand
I rmb the first time when i cheated durin the exam
I rmb the first time when i had my PSLE
I rmb the first time when i nearly comitted suicide over PSLE result
I rmb the first time when 'ENEMY' consoled me
I rmb the first time when 'ENEMY' did worse than me in PSLE
I rmb the first time when i no longer wanted to be her friend
I rmb the first time when my heart beat fasten at the sight of 'ENEMY'
I rmb the first time when i felt lost as 'graduation' means, 'no more 'ENEMY'
I rmb the first time when i wanted to change ' ENEMY' to 'GIRLFRIEND'
I rmb the first time when i really wanted her to be by my side
I rmb the first time when i found out how stupid i've been not cherishin her
I rmb the first time when i can finally diff 'LOVE' from 'CRUSH'
I rmb the first time when i followed secretly behind u
I rmb the first time when i cried for you in sch toliet
I rmb the first time when i cried for you while walkin home
I rmb the first time when i cried for you at the busstop and everyone is lookin
I rmb the first time when i cried for you in my mother's lap thinkin of you
I rmb the first time when my mother said tt i will forget you
I rmb the first time when my mother's advise is actually wrong
I rmb the first time when i stuff food into my mouth because of you
I rmb the first time when i cried my whole december holidae for you
I rmb the first time when i am so afraid of losin u forever
Irmb the first time when i am afraid tt i will forget you
I rmb the first time when i gain 6 kg because of you
I rmb the first time when we had our last outin of pri 6
I rmb the first time when i dressed up all nicely
I rmb the first time when u didn't attend tt bloody outin
I rmb the first time when i felt so uneasy without u around me
I rmb the first time when i last watch u walk home from sch
I rmb the first time when i FINALLY fell in love wif you, vivian goh si qi
--> sec 1 and 2, DARKEST YEAR OF LIFE (xclude gf no offence)
I rmb the first time when i enter cchms wif crows cryin eeriely
I rmb the first time when i joined NPCC and hated it to the core
I rmb the first time when i found my first BAD and GOOD friend
I rmb the first time when i noe wad sex education is all bout
I rmb the first time when i started to curse FUCK everywhere i go
I rmb the first time when i tucked my shirt out
I rmb the first time when oscar intro me to zhifeng and boyen
I rmb the first time when we became kinda wad u called 'bad boys'
I rmb the first time i scolded my dad JI BAI, SORI DAD
I rmb the first time my mum slapped me...and i even slap back, SORI MUM
I rmb the first time when i pushed my sis to the ground due to anger, SORI SIS
I rmb the first time when i found myself half bad half nerd due to pri sch
I rmb the first time when i foun out tt i am easily bullied
I rmb the first time when my friend mistreat me
I rmb the first time when i am called a 'DOG'
I rmb the first time when i am hitted by them for doin the wrong stuffs
I rmb the first time i flared up on oscar, but i am weak thus got double the damage
I rmb the first time i decided to leave them and beat anyone who called me a dog
I rmb the first time when i met Alvin and gang
I rmb the first time when i found out tt life is happier there
I rmb the first time when i miss my 'bad' life
I rmb the first time when Shi Rong became my close friend
I rmb the first time when Nicolas became close friend wif me too
I rmb the first time when Shi Rong touched my face and hated tt cause oscar use to do tt
I rmb the first time when i hitted hard on his face
I rmb the first time when i angry wif myself being so weak so i train myself
I rmb the first time i did an incredeble amount of push up
I rmb the first time when i get gold for NAFA the first time in secondary life
I rmb the first time when i watch SHAMAN KING and learnt the phrase 'EVERYTHIN IS GONNA BE JUST FINE'
I rmb the first time when i had my position changed from 400+ in level to 80+
I rmb the first time when i joke wif Miss Teo
I rmb the first time when i went to triple science
I rmb the first time when i tell myself tt, SEC 3 IS A SLACK YEAR
--->sec 3, THE DOWNFALL OF MY LIFE
I rmb the first time when i step into tis class...
I rmb the first time when i wear contact lens
I rmb the first time when i style my hair nicer
I rmb the first time seein so many nerds in tis class...
I rmb the first time i sleep in physic class
I rmb the first time i sleep in BIO CLASS MS LAM!!!
I rmb the first time when we have Ms Ong teachin maths
I rmb the first time when i noticed alot of perverts are in 3JT
I rmb the first time when i found out tt there are alot of smarties
I rmb the first time when i went for the pri 6 gatherin 2007
I rmb the first time when alot of my pri friends said tt i am good lookin
I rmb the first time tt Vivian was not there at gatherin 2007
I rmb the first time when i met alot of friends in 3JT
I rmb the first time when i cried for Vivian at home on her birthdae
I rmb the first time when i found out tt gals are not as hard to communicate wif
I rmb the first time when i broke my arm
I rmb i felt depress over it and cried out loud in the bathroom 'EVERYTHININ IS GONNA WORK OUT JUST FINE'
for 3JT more info, GALS
I rmb the first time when i sat nxt to XIAOHUI and scared to my death
I always tot tt xiaohui is a scary person, but actually, she is warm hearted, and i nvr imagine her to laugh sia last time...dun les too much wif girlfriends, ahash
I rmb the first time when i blade wif KRIS and talk alot sia...
I always tot she was cool and emo, but actually, she is a veri veri gd friend, consuller...the emo part is riz anyway...no offence
I rmb the first time when i had a convo wif JUNYIN on msn
I always tot she has alot of suitors like...kim, jin, dong, hewei...but she is veri friendly and attractive
I rmb the first time when me and Alvin make fun of SWANSER
I always tot she was quiet...but actually, a veri dramatic person, n attractive to hl
I rmb the first time when i borrowed manga from VALERIE
Sia la...i tot she total silent person one lei, but actually, can talk alot and kind of drama
I rmb the first time when i ask WENHUI to pick my pen up please
Hmm, she wasn't as quiet as i tot...and a veri helpful person
I rmb the first time when i heard from Li Yuan the JOCELYN is fat..
well, not veri close wif her, but still found out tt she is veri outgoin and hyper active gal i guess
I rmb the first time when Kris made RUMOURS of me and QIANNI
kinda feel tt she is a veri decent gal and generous and helpful and hard workin and attractive to many...
I rmb the first time when i found out KAREN is a joker
sia la, nvr knew gals can be so crazy and funny...hahahahas
I rmb the first time when i first saw GENEVIENE long name shocked sia
hhahas, no offence on the name, but hope u really speak up more, hahas
I rmb the first time when Hong Liang talk bout JINGQI and Meixi fringe
well, i always see either xh copy your work or both of u all copy others one, hahas, and dun les too much wif xh, hahas
I rmb the first time when we went to MEIXI hse to celebrate her birth
hahas, saw u last year already i guess, eh...smart and i really think got alot of leadership
I rmb the first time when i blade wif CHERIE to 7-11
hahas, didn't noe u can blade pretty well too, hahas
I rmb the first time when i am in the same group wif JASMIE in drama
hahas, u really noe how to laugh also, bu kui shi sia fou, hahas
I rmb the first time when i found out Eileen noe how to blade
hahas, to say the truth, my sis once look at my class 3JT pic and say u quite chio...hahas
I rmb the first time when i hear tt Benedict like HAZEL
sia la, prorporporproproporporporpoporPRO ENGLISH LA...i wan tt acent lei...
I rmb the first time when i met FREDA at Jiang tution center, hahas
hmm, went your hse for gatherin tt time, thks alot gal, and sia la, didn't noe u and Alvin are childhood friend
Sori is i miss anyone out except for 2RP ppl, hahas
GUYS nxt time la...
sia la...dunno wad i doin...but i wan to say out to u...gal, u noe i still care for u...i still think of you...but u nvr even try to reply my msg...u didn't even attend a single gatherin...u noe...i'm veri afraid...veri...wad if i forgot bout u...wad if i forgot bout how u look...i still love u u noe...but i'm afraid it will be gone by tis year...i'm startin to give up gal...for the last time...i will nvr be sad over u...VIVIAN GOH SI QI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAKE ME SUFFER!!!!!!!!!! THE PENCIL LEAD SCAR IS STILL THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!...sigh...i just hope...to see u once more...be4 i give up...just once more...
---> the 4 GALS, A SIGN?
I rmb the first time when i block your pathway at your classroom door
I rmb the first time u enter the NPCC office
I rmb the first time i walk pass u numerous time and nvr fail to make me look back
I rmb the first time when i went to ask ppl for your name
I rmb the first time when our eyes meet at assembly
I rmd the first time when i saw your name at the namelist
I rmb the first time when i look into your eyes
I rmb the first time you tried to act cute
I rmb the first time when u wanted to sleep
I rmb the first time when my heart stopped and listen to wad u said
I feel like cancelling the 3rd one la...
I rmb the first time u talk to me so diao
I rmd the first time i see u laugh
I rmb the first time i felt happy when u smile
I rmb the first time when i wanted you beside me
I rmb the first time when i felt u are suitable...to be my friend...
phew, its, now
1:35am!!!!!!!!!
everythin will be just fine, it will work out
i waited...and waited...and waited...
i wan to continue to wait...but i guess i will no longer do tt...cause u will be a big stone blockin my life pathway
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9:58 PM