Monday, December 3, 2007
I dunno wad i am doin again...i just can't stand it.......everytime when i'm free, lying around, even walking or not talking......i will always be thinking of her......but it's impossible man.....impossible!!!! not, but i can't help thinking of being together wif her....y.....tell me y....i noe its impossible.....IMPOSSIBLE....its impossible for us.....nvr....forever......but...can we try...just try...and see...wad happens....no...its selfish.....too selfish not considering her thinking.......i...really dun noe...not at all......i couldn't just be thinkin bout her over and over again.....i got many stuffs to do....but......sigh....nvm...i'm thinkin more and more nowadaes....can't help it...it makes me smile just to imagine u beside me...i laugh when i imagine u laugh...but......it will nvr be true, it will nvr......guess, i just have to improve myself like the last time...to be suitable...to be gd enough for u.......guess i just have to wait....YES, i just have to improve myself!!!, thk you god.........i will try my best....
everythin will still be just fine in the end...
staring into space....i see...
nuting...its too far...space lei...
9:16 PM