Sunday, May 4, 2008
Pri 5 June2003
every morning i wake up.....
jump out of bed...
stretch and yawn...
skip to the toliet waking my mum...
brush my teeth...
smile to the mirror...
hum a folk song...
carry my bag...
shout for my family to be faster...
talk on the car...
skip into the sch hall..
Pri 6 Dec 2004
every morning i wake up.....
lazily off my alarm....
climb down my bed...
wear my round specs....
check the time....
check my hp...
do some stretching...
walk slowly to the toliet...
wash up my face...
clean my specs...
put it on...
look into the mirror.......disgusting.........
a guy who is gd in nuting....
a guy who failed in being a man...
a total failure tt does not deserve to live ...
a disgrace to my mum and dad...
a broken heart guy who only eats non stop...
a guy tt gain over 7 kg in one dec holi...
sec 1 March 2005
every morning wake up....
afraid of sch...
hated cchms....
hated my partner...
hated my life.....
hated bullies...
hated myself for not being strong enough...
hated myself for not able to see her...
hated myself for not asking her...
hated myself to be in 2RP
hated NPCC...hated the WORLD...
sec 1 August 4th 2005
i woke up wif redden eyes...
i forgot my birthdae...
scared of sch...
hated sch...
NPCC sucks...
my mind says, dun treat me like a dog...
stop fucking call me a dog...
stop beating me for no reason...
i'm just a nerd who study...
and stop corrupting my mind...
u are stronger than me...
i hate fighting wif u...
i'm weak...
i hate sch...
just die will you...
maybe i'll jus die...
sec 2Feburary 14th 2006
i miss u...
i wan to meet u...
at tkgs?
yea, tts near...
no...
i'm a failure...
forget it...
i cried in carissma lesson tt dae...without anyone noticing...
teacher was playing the Muay Thai gay show...Tom...
its valentine....
sec 2 April 11th2006
ok...tis is great!!!
my life has change...
i'll change!!!
for her...
i'll defend for myself...
i'll improve myself...
i'll be a happy person...
i swear tt i'll love her...but...
vgsc...
some parts of u are in my heart...
and u left a scar not only on my left hand...
but in my heart...
i'll still find u...
after i improve...
i swear...
be it, 50 years later....
i'll meet u one dae...
sec 2 June 2006
YES!!! NAFA GOLD!!!
pumping record 300!!!
i'm trained up!!!
NPCC is....kinda fun...
i've improved!!!
sec 2 Dec 2006
yeah!!! i'm in triple science...
i've improved!!!
i'm 2nd in class!!!
my looks have change...
i'm a totally diff person...
YES!!!
sec 3 Febuaray 14th 2007
i miss u...
i can't forget u...
y.....i'm attached....
u can rmb every vivid movement u make on the last dae of sch...
your hair hung down your left forehead and smile at me...
u say: tis is the last time huh?
raise your hand and wan to whack me as always on my shoulder...
but u stop...
u say guess i wun whack u for todae...hahas
i was confused...
wad is tis feeling...
i dunno...my heart beats....and bleed
i miss u...
sec 3 March 2007
sori....
i just change...
dun ask me...
friends are impt...
we are young...
u are losing friends....so am i
tts it...no more bgr
sec 3 March~Dec 2007
NPCC ROX!!!!
ITS MY LIFE!!!
3JT is not as fun as 2 RP
there's not enough fights....
not enough excitment...
studies deprove...
sec 3 slack la...
just dun retain gd liao....
go roller blade...
broke left arm...
right wrist legiment pulled....
tis is a teenage life...fuck yea
sec 4 life 2008
every morning i wake up...
slap myself awake...
wear my contacts....
yea....a new fucking dae....
slept on the journey to sch...
enter class and go toliet to wash my face...
sec 4....
i miss NP
i miss Pri sch life
i miss being in Sec 1
but..........
i do not miss u...vgsc.....not anymore
but i swear i'll meet u one dae in Temasek JC...and say hi....or maybe hug u...
integrated programme huh?
cause i have a new life to lead...
i'll stop following your shadows....
u are my first love....
but not the gal of my life...
i understand it finally....
thk you....
u have change me....
Todae
cool, i have tution wif Zhen Yan, Edwin Teo, Justin, LingWei, Jocelyn and Freda, ahhas...
everythin is gonna be fine...trust me...
staring at the picture...
i'm just wasting my time...its not the real u...
10:00 PM