Sunday, August 31, 2008

hey there....todae post is special....cause it is, hahas lol

todae seems weird...

ok let start it off easily...

Bad Things i've done todae

1.) i spit on the floor at my void deck
2.) i place my soya bean drink on a car and tie my shoelace
3.) i walk pass a school gal doing flag donation
4.) i walk pass a beggar at bugis cause i was late 4 tution
5.) i accidentally step on a melted red wax candle
6.) i threw an empty bottle on the field be4 reaching tution
7.) i jailed cross a main road
8.) i forgot to get Adrian a teacher dae present
9.) i put a flower in front of a cctv
10.) i drank Adrian Almond Soya Bean
11.) i didn't say bye to Junyin when she got on the car
12.) i played DS be4 eating
13.) i curse my sis within my heart accidentally
14.) i played my com and read manga from 10pm till now 12:30am

Gd things?

1.) i waved hi to a stray cat
2.) i donated charity to a second gal cause i can find coins
3.) i said u are welcome to the Mac counter person when they nearly forgot my fries
4.) i let my sis have a larger portion of snacks to eat (even though she shouldn't)
5.) i help my sis buy stuffs
6.) i talk to my dad and help him carry stuffs

hahas, so tis is how it goes....i dunno, i just think...

am i such an unrealiable person? i always put my heart into everything i do since Kindergardern...i always try to make ppl not not worry me...i always want ppl to feel happy be4 me...i always try to help others if possible...i always...

todae my mum said maybe she shld be more like me...tt 'everythin will be just fine'*note, she said it in chinese*...she shldn't worry too much....maybe she's paranoid...but deep within me....i finally noe wad others feel when i say tt...Max, u are right.....actually, i always knew tt things dun always turn out the way it is....i always noe tt 'everythin will be alright ' is bullshit.....but i still stick to it....cause, its the only thing tt keeps me alive in the first place....its the sentence tt save me from my previous misery.....tis sentence....is wad i always say be4 any exam....be it o lvl, or tis prelim....or even tt dae...i always say it....its....a veri impt sentence even though i pick it up from Shaman King....its....really the thing tt keep me gg.....but todae my mum said it.....its a total diff case....u said tt, just to console me....i noe it....but i hope at least....u stay happy and stop worrying bout me.....cause, i dun wan to see u worry like tt....its not pretty....i have enough worry of myself....i just wan your trust your understnading tt u used to give....i dun wan to go back to those daes when i worry and worry....everythin....every single bastard thing...i just wan to be...free.... everyhin will be just fine......just so god damn fine....just like it always did.....for the pass 16 years....when i always say this sentence....and explain to others to accept this sentence...and ppl say its bullshit or dun understand.....its because i nvr say tis to u....when i say everythin is gonna be just fine....i didn't meant it will turn out fine or anything.....i just purely meant.................just dun die.....u wun die.....u will still live on....u wun do silly things....u will live your life to the fullest....just like for my past 16 years....i did not die....i survive for 16 years.......without successfully jumping off a building or slash my wrist.....nuting of those succeed in my 16 years...and it will still be fine....even if i fail my exams, its still fine.....at least...............i did not die...everythin will be just fine in the end...

todae is a special post....not because of the words above......but because todae is the dae where my mum said tt sentence because of sth and my contact lens are not dry....todae is a special dae tt i --- since last year 10th March 2007...

end of first post...

ok, i dun think its fair if i just post bout me....hahas

Yesterdae or 2 daes ago was teacher dae and i am veri proud to say tt everyone....did a veri veri gd job....EXCELLENT!!!! hahas, YEAH

we have been pratising like shit when we first started....i still rmb the first time when i learn the HSM dance was at home on the youtube....i did the feet movement until my toe skin peel off...hahas, but tt was fun....then we start to practise and practise and we get through the audition, and finish the whole thing.....

we sure wrap things up and did our best on the stage.....in just a short 5-8 minutes, we finish the performance....but we actually practise real hard and sweat alot.....and most importantly... we can now proudly call ourself 4JUSTICE!!!!!! A CLASS NEVER TO BE FORGOTTEN!!!!

GREATEST THKS TO:

XiaoHui-for putting in an effort for the dance and did ver well in it hahas

Eileen-for doing Oral pratice wif me even though i noe its exasperating
for dancing in HSM and show me your passion for dancing and sing so well

Valerie-for dancing in the dance instead of doin your usual sleeping, hahas

Freda-for coaching us to dance and learning the dance step first
for making the class video which was so perfect!

Geneviene-for secretly supporting us within your heart

SwanSer-for dancing in the dance and secretly watchin your husband HL*he veri cute hor*

SiHua-for being so enthu bout the dance and bring us up morally

Isabelle-for secretly supporting us and praying your us

Jasmie-for coming into the HSM dance in replacment for Alphon and doin a great job
for sitting behind me and suaning me even though i'm trying to be nice

Jocelyn-for dancin so well in the HSM dance and make it a success
for scoring A1 and make Dong Lao Shi proud

JunYin-for buying the shirts and dancing really well in the dance and YK dazzled by it
for siting behind me and not suan me as bad as Jasmie

Vanessa-for dancing so well inthe dance and
for helpin me lots in the DS game, hahas

JingQi- for putting in an effort in the dance and did veri well in it

Karen-for laughing so much and laugh
for dancing in front of the HSM group, wif SiHua, hahas

YiJie-for taking part in the dance which was well played

Jasmine-for even dancing in it since it i tot u wouldn't lol...change of attitude huh

WenHui-for taking lots and lots of pics for us and
for making the video which shows how stupid i was

Shermin-for letting me see one of a kind person u are
for being such a dramamama judge, hahas

MeiXi-for dancing so well tt the audience are stunned

QianNi-for wiggling your legs for the dance, hahas

Cherie-for being so enthu and learnthe dance step be4 hand

Kristine-for being a fast learner and dance so well
for being another blader in class

Hazel-for dancing so well for the dance

TingWei-for being such a great friend
for being such a great judge which looks exactly like the real one hahas

Bjorn-for making the class video alot better hahas
for being simon which doesn't suit the innocent nature of yours

ManYau-for preaching and praying so much for all of us
for wearing a hot tuxedo and host and sing so well

ZongYang-for being such a great AVA

KoonKai-for being soo cute when u wear tt hoodie and dance so well!!!

Kevin-for being such a great guy to organize the class and put in sooo much effort into it and manga and contender and everythin...again u deserve a 2nd THANKS!!!!

ZhenYan-for letting us play your billard table anytime
for being such a great AVA and play me DS

Max-for being such an organizer and take pictures and video and class chairman and scratching and message machine...u deserved our 2nd THANKS!!!!

Alvin-for being such a great friend
for being enthu in the dance and new ideas for the dance hahas

KimShen-for being such a great friend
for dancing so well for the dance and hyperactive

Alphonso-for trying your best in the dance and dancing so well

ShiHao-for supporting us i hope and sori for the ball

JingXiang-seriously sori for the ball incident, it was unexpected a rebounds off an edge

ChowHan-for doing so well in the dance and learning so slow and playing my DS

Benedict-for supporting us and for helping me little on EL Oral

YueLin-for being in HSM and dancing so well, i noe u put in lots of effort
for singing so well

HongLiang-for dancing so cutely and showcasing your muscular chest hahas
and i for putting in my best effort into it

4JT!!!! MASTERRPIECE IS DONE!!!!!!!!!!! gratz to everyone and really...gratz

everythin is gonna be just fine
it always does in the end...

everyone has a past to haunt...its not just tt
but how warm it is to share your love

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Thursday, August 28, 2008









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Saturday, August 23, 2008

hia....hahas

The Butterfly Effect

not a bad show

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Thursday, August 21, 2008






whose sexy ass
yea man

pray hard for you koon kai and jasmie



2dae prayer meet place, sooo cool, hahas
oral ok....not too bad, think convo not alot, cause the examiner say thank you suddenly...but at least she smiled, and laughed around when i tried some jokes, hahas

todae e maths, not gd, not so gd....think will be quite bad, dunno why, alot veri unsure...and got blanks for some resonings and the formula, and....my probability 2 marks gone....hahas

tmr eng test

found out tt TAGGED quite fun hor....hahas, everydae got ppl tag me and just now play....got some chio one hahahhaas, lol...but wad's the point, its just the looks....its crap

everythin is gonna be just so fine man...

hahas, yea, u got me...
and i've noticed u

6:41 PM


Sunday, August 17, 2008

Isabella Leong she acted in two movies tt i noe...

1st: 'Missing' a Korean show or Jap tt got advertise and shown in Singapore


2nd: 'Mummy Tomb of the Dragon Emperor' hahas bet u guys noe tis

she acted until quite weird

ahahahhahaha

ahas, todae did oral wif Ms K!!!!! hahas, ahahhahahahahhah

scary lei, ok, la, not so bad....my mark range is 21-23 not bad....got range...hahas, need to brush up on convo...even reading part miss k give lowlwowowlwoowlwow...lol...picture a little more to catch up.....convo need to relax and oraganize thoughts, hahas

OI, Jasmine! haven't finish evalution!!!! my favourite food, INSTANT NOODLE!!! first thing tt came to my mind, hahas

then go tution....was super high and funny....lol, eat...then go late....hahas, i think i still got alot to brush up....PRELIM LIAO?! no time.....shit...shit.....at least Ms K not here to see the 'shit' word...hahas...'20 swats!'...

tution was fun..me and Kevin were like trying to punch the air and use the wind of the punch to make the box fall...quite successful, hahas

just type and send testimionial anyway.....tmr have to wake up early to wake Alvin up and tel him to finish Testimonial be 8am....sianz....but think Max also veri stress one lor...hahas

OralOralORAL!!!!!!! need to relax...damn stress...my WEAKEST subject lei....sianz

i nearly lose my voice lor...hahas...OH, EILEEN!!!! get well soon...see u like veri poor thing lei...

ok...hmm...nuting ba....hahas,,,,HSM dance pratice now....my back hurts....haven't heal from YK and ZY punch....damn long sia...maybe permanent....nvr cease....

everythin is sooooo gonna be just sooooooo damn FINE!!! ahash

there are so many things i wan to do
train, study, play, mangaing, olympic watchin, blading and talk to u
but time is not by my side...and neither are u...where are u?

i dun care bout u, cause i just wan u...

12:21 AM


Thursday, August 14, 2008

FLOODING OF PICS!!!

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My 2nd wifeFirst wifesame
ya
here
and here
and and here
and hererere
chio riz? lol
it was a fine nice dae....
until then
the question came
i remembered u
i couldn't say it out
i just couldn't
i can't think of anything else
but u
i'm sori
but i just came to rmb u
i'm sori to waste your time
i just can't divert away from her
i'm sure tt if i were to say it
my temple will be wet
even thinkin hurts
i hate to say so...
but if tt topic ever come out again
i might either fail really bad or...
breakdown...i really really...

miss u

everythin is gonna be fine...

it all begins wif u
and ends wif me....

11:15 PM


Wednesday, August 13, 2008

seriously...wad's up wif life? hahas

ok, think i blog wadever comes to mind.....

Cl A2 retaking....thks Claireen for talking to me on the phone for soooooo long hahas

ok...i really miss church!!!

i've got alot of question.....i always think....

where are u?

wad are u doin?

how to talk to u?

what are u?

ok, and oh!!! been doin lots of EL oral pratices wif Eileen and i think i'm being a burdern to her

hahas, well, just got to try to cut short the time tt i waste thinking ba....

now is the Olympic retelecast....the opening ceremony

ok....too grand...

ok, and 2 those who are retakin the CL exam, JY!!!! though i inttend to just try my luck to get A1 not gonna waste too much time on it....hahas

the AUDITION DANCE!!!!! it was great and thks everyone who put in the effort which include too irritating Zi Siao ppl MAX!!!! and the X President Kevin for all their hardwork and everyone those who learn the dance steps and teaches us...thks u

I CAN DO THE BREAKDANCE HEAD STAND!!! haas but noob noob one...hahas

ya...tts. all ba.......hahahahahhas

hahas...keep smiling....
keep laughing....
keep hiding it.....

11:11 PM


Saturday, August 9, 2008

praying mantis.....erhhh....flying in my room....but i set it free...hahas

thks yanru








hahas....been soo long since i blog....hahas, my birthdae had passed...hahas....

thks everyone for celebrating and rmb my birthdae!!!! hahas

National dae!!!!! Olympic!!!! hahas, many great event....

and nxt are O lvl CL result....Ah shit......and EL Oral.....shit shit shit.....

Yesterdae...Cross Country..........ah damn....got 12th position...sianz.....was aiming top ten.......!!!!!!
gratz to He Wei and Chee Peng, hahas....and YueLin!!!! hahas

then went to blade....then go home and then go TanJin house...cell grp!!!!! miss them and got a few new faces...hahas, SiLing? Jermaine? haas, SiJia went tt dae....then i reach there they play one game and i lost, hhas....

Todae

ok, just now went out wif Clarence, TanJin, Yanru, Cheryl and Gerry....ahas, see the Black Knights flying in the sky....hahas....miss those times.....then went to company BBQ/Chalet

carpark was full at east coast...hahas....then see relatives.....eat......play bluff......too many ppl to play taiti....ahas.......then go home.....and thks Yanru and Gerry for the present todae!!!! ahhas

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