Sunday, August 31, 2008
hey there....todae post is special....cause it is, hahas lol
todae seems weird...
ok let start it off easily...
Bad Things i've done todae
1.) i spit on the floor at my void deck
2.) i place my soya bean drink on a car and tie my shoelace
3.) i walk pass a school gal doing flag donation
4.) i walk pass a beggar at bugis cause i was late 4 tution
5.) i accidentally step on a melted red wax candle
6.) i threw an empty bottle on the field be4 reaching tution
7.) i jailed cross a main road
8.) i forgot to get Adrian a teacher dae present
9.) i put a flower in front of a cctv
10.) i drank Adrian Almond Soya Bean
11.) i didn't say bye to Junyin when she got on the car
12.) i played DS be4 eating
13.) i curse my sis within my heart accidentally
14.) i played my com and read manga from 10pm till now 12:30am
Gd things?
1.) i waved hi to a stray cat
2.) i donated charity to a second gal cause i can find coins
3.) i said u are welcome to the Mac counter person when they nearly forgot my fries
4.) i let my sis have a larger portion of snacks to eat (even though she shouldn't)
5.) i help my sis buy stuffs
6.) i talk to my dad and help him carry stuffs
hahas, so tis is how it goes....i dunno, i just think...
am i such an unrealiable person? i always put my heart into everything i do since Kindergardern...i always try to make ppl not not worry me...i always want ppl to feel happy be4 me...i always try to help others if possible...i always...
todae my mum said maybe she shld be more like me...tt 'everythin will be just fine'*note, she said it in chinese*...she shldn't worry too much....maybe she's paranoid...but deep within me....i finally noe wad others feel when i say tt...Max, u are right.....actually, i always knew tt things dun always turn out the way it is....i always noe tt 'everythin will be alright ' is bullshit.....but i still stick to it....cause, its the only thing tt keeps me alive in the first place....its the sentence tt save me from my previous misery.....tis sentence....is wad i always say be4 any exam....be it o lvl, or tis prelim....or even tt dae...i always say it....its....a veri impt sentence even though i pick it up from Shaman King....its....really the thing tt keep me gg.....but todae my mum said it.....its a total diff case....u said tt, just to console me....i noe it....but i hope at least....u stay happy and stop worrying bout me.....cause, i dun wan to see u worry like tt....its not pretty....i have enough worry of myself....i just wan your trust your understnading tt u used to give....i dun wan to go back to those daes when i worry and worry....everythin....every single bastard thing...i just wan to be...free.... everyhin will be just fine......just so god damn fine....just like it always did.....for the pass 16 years....when i always say this sentence....and explain to others to accept this sentence...and ppl say its bullshit or dun understand.....its because i nvr say tis to u....when i say everythin is gonna be just fine....i didn't meant it will turn out fine or anything.....i just purely meant.................just dun die.....u wun die.....u will still live on....u wun do silly things....u will live your life to the fullest....just like for my past 16 years....i did not die....i survive for 16 years.......without successfully jumping off a building or slash my wrist.....nuting of those succeed in my 16 years...and it will still be fine....even if i fail my exams, its still fine.....at least...............i did not die...everythin will be just fine in the end...
todae is a special post....not because of the words above......but because todae is the dae where my mum said tt sentence because of sth and my contact lens are not dry....todae is a special dae tt i --- since last year 10th March 2007...
end of first post...
ok, i dun think its fair if i just post bout me....hahas
Yesterdae or 2 daes ago was teacher dae and i am veri proud to say tt everyone....did a veri veri gd job....EXCELLENT!!!! hahas, YEAH
we have been pratising like shit when we first started....i still rmb the first time when i learn the HSM dance was at home on the youtube....i did the feet movement until my toe skin peel off...hahas, but tt was fun....then we start to practise and practise and we get through the audition, and finish the whole thing.....
we sure wrap things up and did our best on the stage.....in just a short 5-8 minutes, we finish the performance....but we actually practise real hard and sweat alot.....and most importantly... we can now proudly call ourself 4JUSTICE!!!!!! A CLASS NEVER TO BE FORGOTTEN!!!!
GREATEST THKS TO:
XiaoHui-for putting in an effort for the dance and did ver well in it hahas
Eileen-for doing Oral pratice wif me even though i noe its exasperating
for dancing in HSM and show me your passion for dancing and sing so well
Valerie-for dancing in the dance instead of doin your usual sleeping, hahas
Freda-for coaching us to dance and learning the dance step first
for making the class video which was so perfect!
Geneviene-for secretly supporting us within your heart
SwanSer-for dancing in the dance and secretly watchin your husband HL*he veri cute hor*
SiHua-for being so enthu bout the dance and bring us up morally
Isabelle-for secretly supporting us and praying your us
Jasmie-for coming into the HSM dance in replacment for Alphon and doin a great job
for sitting behind me and suaning me even though i'm trying to be nice
Jocelyn-for dancin so well in the HSM dance and make it a success
for scoring A1 and make Dong Lao Shi proud
JunYin-for buying the shirts and dancing really well in the dance and YK dazzled by it
for siting behind me and not suan me as bad as Jasmie
Vanessa-for dancing so well inthe dance and
for helpin me lots in the DS game, hahas
JingQi- for putting in an effort in the dance and did veri well in it
Karen-for laughing so much and laugh
for dancing in front of the HSM group, wif SiHua, hahas
YiJie-for taking part in the dance which was well played
Jasmine-for even dancing in it since it i tot u wouldn't lol...change of attitude huh
WenHui-for taking lots and lots of pics for us and
for making the video which shows how stupid i was
Shermin-for letting me see one of a kind person u are
for being such a dramamama judge, hahas
MeiXi-for dancing so well tt the audience are stunned
QianNi-for wiggling your legs for the dance, hahas
Cherie-for being so enthu and learnthe dance step be4 hand
Kristine-for being a fast learner and dance so well
for being another blader in class
Hazel-for dancing so well for the dance
TingWei-for being such a great friend
for being such a great judge which looks exactly like the real one hahas
Bjorn-for making the class video alot better hahas
for being simon which doesn't suit the innocent nature of yours
ManYau-for preaching and praying so much for all of us
for wearing a hot tuxedo and host and sing so well
ZongYang-for being such a great AVA
KoonKai-for being soo cute when u wear tt hoodie and dance so well!!!
Kevin-for being such a great guy to organize the class and put in sooo much effort into it and manga and contender and everythin...again u deserve a 2nd THANKS!!!!
ZhenYan-for letting us play your billard table anytime
for being such a great AVA and play me DS
Max-for being such an organizer and take pictures and video and class chairman and scratching and message machine...u deserved our 2nd THANKS!!!!
Alvin-for being such a great friend
for being enthu in the dance and new ideas for the dance hahas
KimShen-for being such a great friend
for dancing so well for the dance and hyperactive
Alphonso-for trying your best in the dance and dancing so well
ShiHao-for supporting us i hope and sori for the ball
JingXiang-seriously sori for the ball incident, it was unexpected a rebounds off an edge
ChowHan-for doing so well in the dance and learning so slow and playing my DS
Benedict-for supporting us and for helping me little on EL Oral
YueLin-for being in HSM and dancing so well, i noe u put in lots of effort
for singing so well
HongLiang-for dancing so cutely and showcasing your muscular chest hahas
and i for putting in my best effort into it
4JT!!!! MASTERRPIECE IS DONE!!!!!!!!!!! gratz to everyone and really...gratz
everythin is gonna be just fine
it always does in the end...
everyone has a past to haunt...its not just tt
but how warm it is to share your love
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