Monday, October 6, 2008
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4JT a class nvr to be forgotten
its been long since i last take a pic
hahs, scary
i'm just bored...hahas
what if i say..i didn't wan o's to come so quick...
wad if i say i wan to buy some time...
what if i say i recall some stuffs i didn't do...
wad if i say i wish tt time will rewind...
what if i say...
i really will miss 4JT...
hahas, todae i receive a msg tt reminds me of sth...well, hahas...and i really feel like saying but i noe i can't...so i'm here to blog...i hate myself for not noeing myself...wad 2 do...i dun noe...its diff...its not just any childish thinking...its...something much more...much deeper...but...and, i really dunno wad 2 do...cause of the stituation...wtf la...how i wish i can enter a pub by now...speed a car on ecp...having all the time to go running...blading...just do sth tt tire me out...i just wan, tis thing to reach the time and i decide my path....i noe alot of u dunno wad i typing but tis is my fucking blog and...i'm just...trying real hard not to feel sad...and...trying hard...and trying really hard...just...tell me lord...i'm not feeling alriz at all...its not just sth to...is tis...the riz path...no...no...tis is the riz path, yeah...it is...its for...yeah, everyone...i'm just not feeling alriz because...cause...i...just wan to let it out...its too different...yeah...its all gone...let it go, and dun look back...i got to..continue like wad...i always do...its hard...not to be me...and it...hurts...though it shldn't...hahas, yeah...hahas, i rmb it, hahas...i wun forget it....hahas...everythin will be fine...hell yea, but i still can'y wait till 18...hahas, legalise alcohol!!! i wun drink alot la... when can drive? hahas...i...my life is still filled....wif fucking lots of fun k and...and...yeah, i'm through here....anyway o's near, who will see tis soon, hahas....
wad if i say i wan to buy some time...
what if i say i recall some stuffs i didn't do...
wad if i say i wish tt time will rewind...
what if i say...
i really will miss 4JT...
hahas, todae i receive a msg tt reminds me of sth...well, hahas...and i really feel like saying but i noe i can't...so i'm here to blog...i hate myself for not noeing myself...wad 2 do...i dun noe...its diff...its not just any childish thinking...its...something much more...much deeper...but...and, i really dunno wad 2 do...cause of the stituation...wtf la...how i wish i can enter a pub by now...speed a car on ecp...having all the time to go running...blading...just do sth tt tire me out...i just wan, tis thing to reach the time and i decide my path....i noe alot of u dunno wad i typing but tis is my fucking blog and...i'm just...trying real hard not to feel sad...and...trying hard...and trying really hard...just...tell me lord...i'm not feeling alriz at all...its not just sth to...is tis...the riz path...no...no...tis is the riz path, yeah...it is...its for...yeah, everyone...i'm just not feeling alriz because...cause...i...just wan to let it out...its too different...yeah...its all gone...let it go, and dun look back...i got to..continue like wad...i always do...its hard...not to be me...and it...hurts...though it shldn't...hahas, yeah...hahas, i rmb it, hahas...i wun forget it....hahas...everythin will be fine...hell yea, but i still can'y wait till 18...hahas, legalise alcohol!!! i wun drink alot la... when can drive? hahas...i...my life is still filled....wif fucking lots of fun k and...and...yeah, i'm through here....anyway o's near, who will see tis soon, hahas....
and oh, i type all tis has nutin to do wif o's...in case some of u think i over stress...its sth else la...
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